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Bridge IV
How are you doing?
Keeping busy. Spring unfolding greenly. Soon I’ll be crawling around the woods looking for mushrooms and doing sound outdoors for graduations. Just got a contract for ANOTHER musical, for next month. My day gig is treating me well. Lotsa parties with my pals coming up! I got a little video recorder, I plan to record stupid shit and post it on tumblr.
Ah, I’m not very worried.. then I feel tis is when I should worry because I’m not worrying myself sick over something I cannot change. If it happens, it happens and I accept responsibility for it. I have Christian..
This is something you can change. Look into VCF, vaginal contraceptive film, it’s not a hormone pill or shot. You stick this little clear film in, it dissolves, you don’t get pregnant. I’ve used this, nobody even knows it’s there. Then there is diaphragms, too, maybe other choices.
I feel like I’m dirty.. too much sex. Again, with nothing. Ugh, I never feel any good about it. If I’m not pregnant already I definitely should be in the next week. If not, I think I will believe in higher powers quite possibly ..
If you are having unprotected sex, then you are deliberately trying to get pregnant. Are you ready for that? What will you do? Why are you trying to get pregnant when you are already having money worries?
@eskiray. He doesn’t browse them in front of me. I opened a book and seen like, his usernames for websites written down. I’ve never seen him use it? I feel comfortable around him. It’s a nice feeling.. Finally..
K I didn’t get it at first. Good! And you still have the best jellyfish legs I have ever seen!
@eskiray should I worry about Christian? I do feel more confident than I have ever felt before..
Good, when you say things like “I might not deserve to be treated well”, I feel sad, had to say something. I *twitch* when I hear something like that. Should you worry about him? Dunno, I don’t know him, do you feel comfortable around him? That’s the important thing. What’s with the surfing dating sites with you in the room? If you and I were dating I’d never do that in front of you lol! And if you called me out for doing it I’d stop, that’s not respectful, why would I cruise dating stuff if I had a woman with jellyfish legs right there within reach?
You deserve respect and you know it.
